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I never thought that I would sing a song like this
I gave you all I had, still treated me like shit.
I guess the point I wanna get across is
There ain’t a thing could ever stop me
Crawling back to this.
Even with everyday, anxiety and pain.
Can’t help but feeling that what I had lost
Could one day change.
Cause I swear even on our worst of fucking days
I wouldn’t change a thing.
Do you not feel the same?
Mental focus, shattered like glass.
I’m too consumed by thoughts of how I could have
Changed the past.
Was it something I said?
That really fucked your head?
Or was it knowing I would never want all this to end.
The countless 4am’s. The nights inside your bed.
The fact that only you could stop the chaos in my head.
But now I’m back inside the prison of my mind.
With just another painful memory buried deep inside...
It’s really starting to feel like this will never fucking end
No matter who I meet, how, why, where, or when.
I wanna know what goes on inside your mind
When you see me in the street or
When a thought of me comes up at night...
Or if I even do, did I mean shit to you?
Or was I just filling the Void of Peace that eludes you?
I wish I fucking knew. So I could know the truth.
And have the closure that it wasn’t me, and it was you.
I’ll probably never know cause you refuse to show your soul.
It’s funny how you contradict the promises you told.
Cause even after all the countless struggles you had cause,
My feelings for you never once came to a fucking pause.
I kept my whole damn world open just for you..
Somehow that’s not enough, then what more could I do?
It doesn’t matter now, I guess it never did.
Cause I’m convinced that what you’re looking for just don’t exist.
I hope you know that you still resonate inside my head..
If I had known that this was coming I’d rather be dead.

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from The Coward's Path Ends Here​.​.​., released December 18, 2020

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