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I’m up all night again, racing through my own head.
The waves are crashing as the river starts to turn to red.
And I’ve been here before, nights like this they’ll be more.
No sense in finding help, these scars are mine, built as I form.
These scars are mine, remnants of time.
So here we are once again in the night,
It’s fucking three in the morning and I won’t sleep until the sun is light.
I do this to myself, no interest in your help.
Anxiety just helps me thrive on what I’m all about.
I crave the darkness that you cover me with
It makes me feel alive, as if I exist.
No need to reach, I don’t wanna take a pill to hide emotions and feeling
That I know too damn well are real.
You got a strong grip deep in my heart
Buried by once was, and fucking falling apart.
Trapped, in my own prison of mind, struggling to break out
And fucking losing it inside.
I, can’t breathe when I’m here, in this state of my mind
That’s got me pulling out my hair.
Dead, is what I’ll be by the dawn, soon after I kick the chair
And finally end this shit for once.
No more pain, no more hate,
No more feeling like I’ve been fucked to the grave
No more sadness, no more grief.
I’ll finally be gone for good, finally at peace.Finally chasing the thrill of the kill,
Targeted once at those I’d like to see killed.
But now I’ve turned, the gun on myself
I’m going down I’m on the highway to hell

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from The Coward's Path Ends Here​.​.​., released December 18, 2020

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